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うちは サスケ | ᴜᴄʜɪʜᴀ sᴀsᴜᴋᴇ ([personal profile] sharingan) wrote2014-02-02 12:29 am

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haruno: constancy (▌ but i can't hear a word you say)

[personal profile] haruno 2014-05-11 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she knew that he was, that he had been, and she didn't want Sasuke to lie to her, not really. part of her wanted the blind comfort of maybe, but there was no real solace to be found in that sort of gesture. rather, ultimately, it would be more painful to hold out hope for something that likely wouldn't come to pass. arrivals had been few and far between these days as it was.

her eyes drift down again, staring at line after line of error messages from when she had tried to contact him. it felt like permanence to stop, as though if she didn't continue trying, it really was goodbye.

even still-

her hands move, reach, dropping her mirror down onto the nearby table before she turns toward Sasuke. it takes very few steps to reach him before her hand is reaching out for his, for something, because there's a certain desolation in losing your partner that can't be explained. ]
haruno: fallden (▌ better believe us)

[personal profile] haruno 2014-05-12 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sakura has seen a great deal of loss in her life. in the life of a shinobi, it was beyond inevitable. she had seen villagers die, watched as her medical training failed her, had to call time of deaths on patients. but it's never been like this.

even in seeing Naruto die, she had convinced herself the same way Naruto had. that he wouldn't die, of course he wouldn't, there was still too much left to do. but even then, Naruto was there, with them, and that was more than enough of a comfort from the reality of their world.

but this-

this was so much more. this was goodbye in a way Sakura has never had to feel, because people always came back. it felt like an emptiness inside of her, a hole with an echo, like a cavity had opened inside of her chest where she could remember her partner being.

when Sasuke pulls her against his chest, she presses her face into his shoulder, reaches her free arm up to wrap tight around his back. she knows (painfully well) that if it feels like this for her, who had been working on her resonance with Sara for a month, that it has to be an even bigger hollowness for Sasuke after all their time spent together. ]
haruno: fallden (▌ already know what you're gonna say)

[personal profile] haruno 2014-05-12 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ eyes squeezing shut, Sakura inhales a ragged breath. her refusal to cry isn't going anywhere, though the shake in her shoulders and the stutter in her breathing would indicate otherwise. she takes another breath, exhales it more evenly this time.

years ago, she would have done almost anything to feel this, for Sasuke's arms to be around her, holding her close enough for her to hear the beat of his heart. it was strange how things had changed, because she had come to think it would never happen, that there wouldn't ever be a reason for him to be that solid force.

her hand releases his so that it can join her other one, wrapping firm around his shoulders. she wants to return the comfort that his very presence is providing her, but Sakura never really was sure of how to offer that to him.

maybe, when her hands stop shaking, and her need to cry diminishes, she'll drag him up to the roof for a fight. it's what worked last time, wasn't it. ]
haruno: portsided (▌ we ain't perfect but that's alright)

[personal profile] haruno 2014-05-12 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ her grip stays steadfast around him, fingers smoothing out over shoulders when he moves. this- this makes it a little easier, this small amount of concession evens her feelings out marginally. because maybe this is enough, maybe this is the most she can do for him in return right now.

Sakura doesn't know how long he allows her to stay like this; she doesn't care to count, either. the emptiness inside of her is new, aches in ways she won't be able to explain. if she had knew that having a partner would feel like this in their absence, Sakura wonders if she still would have made the same choices.

(that's a lie -- she knows she would have.) ]
haruno: anonanimal (▌ broke your jaw once before)

[personal profile] haruno 2014-05-13 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ when he moves, her own arms shift, hands falling to rest just above his elbows. she knows that they need to, that eventually is has to be more than just them, but Sakura feels the weight of having to spread the grief. she's done it enough in their world, but it's never so personal. ]

Things like this- They never get any easier.
Edited 2014-05-13 18:26 (UTC)
haruno: shadhahvar (▌ if they tell you that you can't)

[personal profile] haruno 2014-05-14 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ part of her realizes that she's doing the same thing by staying in Death City once the war ends, that she's saying goodbye to all of her other friends, the rest of her family. but it feels different somehow; maybe because that's her choice and this one wasn't.

(maybe it's because the spaces left behind from the absence of those people pales in comparison to what her team gives her.) ]


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